I just couldn't hold that back any longer. You may now return to your regularly scheduled programming.

As soon as you let go of something that’s holding you back, you find that the space in your life opens up for the thing that uplifts you.

There’s been, for a long time, a certain person who could turn my entire world upside down. I’ve made no secret of my feelings for her. This week, I closed that door. I can’t keep running myself in painful circles for something that won’t ever be, and I realize that now. The love continues, and there’s a bit of sad nostalgia attached to it, but today is the day to move on.

*takes a deep breath and steps out into the world of new possibilities*

Out of sight
Out of mind
Out of time
To decide

Do we run?
Should I hide?
For the rest
Of my life

Can we fly?
Do I stay?
We could lose
We could fail

In the moment
It takes
To make plans
Or mistakes

30 minutes, a blink of an eye
30 minutes,to alter our lives
30 minutes,to make up my mind
30 minutes,to finally decide

30 minutes,to whisper your name
30 minutes,to shoulder the blame
30 minutes,of bliss, thirty lies
30 minutes,to finally decide

Carousels
In the sky
That we shape
With our eyes

Under shade
Silhouettes
Casting shade
Crying rain

Can we fly?
Do I stay?
We could lose
We could fail

Either way
Options change
Chances fail
Trains derail

30 minutes, a blink of an eye
30 minutes,to alter our lives
30 minutes,to make up my mind
30 minutes,to finally decide

30 minutes,to whisper your name
30 minutes,to shoulder the blame
30 minutes,of bliss, thirty lies
30 minutes,to finally decide

To decide
To decide, to decide, to decide

To decide
To decide, to decide, to decide

To decide

(t.A.T.u.)